The disordered cosmos: a journey into dark matter, spacetime, and dreams deferred

In the beginning: a bedtime story

Phase 1 : Just physics. 1. I [love] quarks ; 2. Dark matter isn't dark ; 3. Spacetime isn't straight ; 4. The biggest picture there is

Phase 2 : Physics and the chosen few. 5. The physics of melanin ; 6. Black people are luminous matter ; 7. Who is a scientist

Phase 3 : The trouble with physicists. 8. Let astro/physics be the dream it used to be ; 9. The anti-patriarchy agender ; 10. Wages for scientific housework ; 11. Rape is part of this scientific story

Phase 4 : All our galactic relations. 12. The point of science: lessons from the Mauna ; 13. Cosmological dreams under totalitarianism ; 14. Black feminist physics at the end of the world

Dear mama, this is what my freedom dream looks like.